what would you do if you went to a party and they was playing owl city fireflies
Go hard
Planet earth might turn slowly but this ass don’t
a sea of desperation
i want to drown you out of my memory
for thoughts of what we
once were
still haunt me.i need to drown you out of my memory, and so
i will travel to the ocean and swim as far from shore as i can.
i will let the waves take me.
drifting,
drifting.
i will become one with the ocean.i don’t know how to drown you out of my memory, but
i will try, and
i will fail and
fail and
fail
until i don’t–
until the swell consumes me.i will drown you out of my memory
even if it kills me.
God, to get stuck in her downpour. He was always looking up at the sky, breathing water just to hear her say his name. Drenched in her but not enough. It is never enough.
― being with her is like constant rain: he is always drowning // abby, day 305 (via elysianink)
i think the most messed up part about it all is how you still linger even though you left. i’m beginning to find myself unable to even talk to new people without stopping and remembering that they’re not you. like the laughter dies and bubbles deep in my stomach, my tongue curls back and i retreat, closed mouth, eyes lowered. and i know that confuses people when i suddenly become distant, but, yeah, i still can’t enjoy myself or others anymore and dive into new friendships because i know i will never reach that same level of intimacy that i did with you. and that’s partly because there’s no one in the world that’s going to take your place, and that’s partly because you took advantage of my trust and generosity and now i can’t ever pour my entirety into any relationship anymore for fear it’ll be too much for them like it was too much for you. too much and too ugly. you said it would be better if you would leave, so why are you still here in everything i do?
― god, you said this would be the last time i’d hear from you, but i should have known that you wouldn’t suddenly stop lying now (via infatuatingly)
At some point you have to stop being so goddamn afraid. You have to take a deep breath and just start somewhere - anywhere. You have to take a risk. You have to forget about possible consequences for a while. You have to be brave for once. Brave for yourself, not for anyone else. You have to believe in what you can do, in your talents, your skills, in your brilliant mind. Trust yourself to make the impossible possible. Trust yourself to make the right decisions and to learn and grow from failures. Allow yourself to change, to evolve, to become the person you’ve always wanted to be.
At some point you have to write that application, send that text, say what’s been on your mind. Love, at some point you have to put yourself first. And god knows, you deserve it.
At some point you have to write that application, send that text, say what’s been on your mind. Love, at some point you have to put yourself first. And god knows, you deserve it.
― n.j. (via ninasdrafts)
You don’t need someone else to be happy
You don’t need someone else to be strong
In order for you to be right
You don’t need someone else to be wrong
Your life is the product of choices
The ones that you make every day
And when happiness comes from within
No one can take it away
So remember to say what you mean
And remember to make it sincere
And only believe what you see
Never believe what you hear
Your fate is your own
It’s whatever you make it
And though others may try
No one can break it
So come as you are and leave if you want to
No one can tell you what to hold onto
Your life is your life
And your mind is your conscience
So put others aside and
Just live like you want to
You don’t need someone else to be strong
In order for you to be right
You don’t need someone else to be wrong
Your life is the product of choices
The ones that you make every day
And when happiness comes from within
No one can take it away
So remember to say what you mean
And remember to make it sincere
And only believe what you see
Never believe what you hear
Your fate is your own
It’s whatever you make it
And though others may try
No one can break it
So come as you are and leave if you want to
No one can tell you what to hold onto
Your life is your life
And your mind is your conscience
So put others aside and
Just live like you want to
― (via i-wrotethisforme)
we live in high water
we live in
high waterand
sleep in empty beds,we
have poor timingand
no patience,we are
inconvenient,
inefficient,
and
unmanageablebut we
have our
moments
I do not want mediocre love
I refuse to settle for it
I have been shown it one too many times
I deserve
sunflowers and poems
trust
forehead kisses in the morning
I deserve love
that is true
unwavering
Love that does not walk out
even on the darkest nights
Love that is safe
warm
calm
Love that is complete
Love that lasts
― (via thebookongoodbye)
I do not want mediocre love
I refuse to settle for it
I have been shown it one too many times
I deserve
sunflowers and poems
trust
forehead kisses in the morning
I deserve love
that is true
unwavering
Love that does not walk out
even on the darkest nights
Love that is safe
warm
calm
Love that is complete
Love that lasts
― (via thebookongoodbye)